Jiwa yang tak redha, mudah rapuh.
Bila lagi nak rasa, kebergantungan pada Tuhan?
I am not a good person,
I am a sinner.
I am a sinner.
Dear myself,
teach your soul to accept everything that happen has a reason.
Anggap saja, ini salah satu cara,
Tuhan bagi, untuk mensucikan jiwa.
Akal sepertinya berputus asa dari mendirikan dinding-dinding perantara.
Hati juga kelihatannya sudah penat menahan setiap keadaan di masa-masa yang mana pernah kaki ini berjalan.
Hati juga kelihatannya sudah penat menahan setiap keadaan di masa-masa yang mana pernah kaki ini berjalan.
Is this a way to test how strong is my faith towards God?
Maybe.
I know, I should have realize about my ups and downs to going through this painful life.
But, sometimes I can't stop myself from falling apart.
My world seems to collapse more often, yet I'm still here.
I, myself, didn't understand the strength that I have to endure and keep going to stay and grow.
But I do know that He is the one that make me stronger and alive.
It's just my mind keep pushing me that I don't deserve any of this kindness and strength to stay.
I am broken inside.
But I am trying to endure it.
teringin terbang seperti sang burung,
terbang lewat awan,
mencari asbab untuk terus hidup,
tanpa kenal putus asa dengan rahmat TuhanNya.
wiltedrose.s xx
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