I know I made a lot of mistakes
I know I keep repeating the same mistakes
I know I made people feel worried
I know I made people feel annoyed
I understand if some people can't forgive me for my wrongdoings
I made a lot of bad things to people, to myself.
and I can't forgive myself either.
I realize that my mistakes make people leave me
I realize that I push some people away, and that's my mistakes.
I can't let people stay with me,
because I'm worried that they will end up hurting.
People always said,
"A pencil always need an erase. So that if we make a wrong, we can erase it."
I can't find any eraser to eliminate my mistakes,
I keep doing the same mistakes,
I have no point to erase it.
I make it more worse.
"It's not like what you think. Things can change. It just up to ourself." - White Rose, Monologue_29062013