I'm Nothing

2252 p.m. - 17 December 2012

I am just an ordinary human,
Have none luxury property,
Have none charming countenance,
Have no luck in academics,
My behavior isn't what people expected me to have.

I am far away from what people want or expected me to be. 
I'm nothing. 

From the imperfections that I have,
I tried so hard to  -- 
be perfect and kind and nice and pretty,
Despite the fact that I know that there are no perfect human being,

I tried everything I throw in the course of time,
All the sins I try to ask forgiveness from Him,
I am trying everything defect corrected,
To be comparable with the God-given beauty.

I am trying,
To fix everything,
To heed His creation.


Because of it,
I implore my aid
Give me strength to live my days,
Give me a chance to change my behavior,
So I can be obedient servants of the One.


Because of it,
I seek help from you,
Do not belittle my intention,
Although I knew I was not as perfect as you,
Do not drop me,
Because I'm no match for you.


All I wanted was enthusiasm from you,
For myself,
Through twists and turns,
The most beautiful or even the worst of my life.


Because I'm only human,
I'm lowly,
I'm a sinner,
I'm nothing, 

That always trying to appreciate the blessings bestowed in me.

wiltedrose.s xx